Just a little thing.

Alright everyone. I had a few e-mails....or facespace messages rather asking about the poems that I wrote. Well I've decided that I'm only going to post two up here.

Just some disclaimer about the poems....Uhm they're kind of rough and shitty....SO please remember that I did these randomly while listening to Velvet Code....After a six month writers block. Yea it sucked. Also, because I know some people will say it, NO these aren't some crazy fangirl's love poems for the band she loves and is obsessed with. I LOVE Marlon's music and there's no denying that....but being an obsessor...it's kind of creepy thanks. This is just some reflection of my life....well to me.

Okay here ya go!

1:
The voice is at the end of the tunnel
Guiding me to the light of happiness
Giving me something to want.

The trust is what motivates me
To climb over the mountains
The mountains of feeling worthless.

All the conversations give me strength
The strength to defend myself
To hold myself upright and proud.

The wondrous compliments give me courage
Courage to go after my goals
To say "Yes I am worth all of it."

And yet I feel inadequate because all I can say is Thank You all so very much...

2.

I will give everything before I take anything.
I will love everyone before I am ever loved by anyone.
I will give forgiveness before I am ever forgiven.
I will defend others before anyone decides to defend me.
I will help another before I will contemplate helping myself.
And yet, I'm called selfish and conceded...

OKay so I hate the way that the first one ends but it's all I could come up with. xD

Also!!! So remember the project I came up with earlier this year? Well I put up an even page for it and I'd love for everyone to send me some stuff for it. Here's the link Velvet Code fan project

Seriously I want everyone to send me something before Jan. 9th of 2010 so that we can send stuff to Marlon. I'm pretty sure he'll love all the love we send him. ^_^

STAY LOVELY!

XOX

Boo Baby Doll